Just a short post to say every post I've made since april has been locked. And I'm going to be locking all my other posts made after this one too... Just because...

So yeah. I'm still on here!! You'll just have to log in to see =P

*Pointlessness over*

First off...I would like to apologise for my GC outburst...I suppose, it's only one song I don't like...maybe in time I will like it, and thus, I shall consider going to your concert >___>, and maybe 'give it a name'...Yeeeaaahhh....

The best type of compliment, is usually the type that comes from a stranger...since friends know you, and friends will probably lie if they think it'll make you feel better right? That's what I thought when I was inturrupted on my way home from work by a stranger XDDD It was the weirdest thing, apparently he just came over to tell me that I was beautiful O_o it was odd, but very nice (since I'd been having a shitty day), and it really made me feel good about myself +D He did try to get my number...but, I thought that'd be too odd, especially since he was seven years older than me. But he was very kind and understanding, and when he left he just said 'well I'll probably never see you again, so just remember that you're beautiful,'

Gah, I wish there were more men like him around my age >.<

On another note, work took a turn for the worst when I had to go on dishwasher D: Now I know why everyone hates it XD Oh well, three-day weekend and hopefully I'll have one of the nicer jobs on tuesday ^^

With all this money, I kinda felt the need to spend it...so naturally, went bra/pantie shopping with caroline +D...Oh yeah, it was her birthday, and finally got her a present too ^^...Hmm, her party was fun, though someone got pretty damn close to ruining it...I wont say names, but I'm sure whoever was there felt it too >_>

I miss everyone and want a big party T.T it sucks not being able to see everyone that much, and I've heard rumours that you school guys think I'm 'trying to faze you out of my life'? O____O WHERE THE HELL DID THAT COME FROM!? I love you all to pieces! So don't you forget it'tebayo!

I didn't go to the other party, but apparently the cancer's gone o.o Oh! Mummin and Rob got back from holidays, apparently it was lovely, but filled with dog shit and no electricity....fu-un...Aaaaand, hm, what else can I say?

Uh, had 'band practise' today...which basically means lots of youtube and bouncing arounf trying to take pictures in the air. Have fun in shot-land feeeeeern, and I'll try to remember to get that application form XD Eie, cath will be so pleased...

Camden tomoz YAY! Even though weekends means bus replacement, and easter sunday means lack of normal shops open..but this is camden, none of those shops are normal! XD I need to replace my GH2, gah, i ish so obsessed with that game at the moment, you've no idea XDDD

Byes for nooowsss...

For the sake of sanity, don't press the cut if you know how crazy I am, and dont press it if you are against fangilism XDDD

( Well someone's gotta do it... )

Started new job, its much better to be honest...though, I keep burning myself on the soup DX Nyeh, its much more difficult, aand I so can't be fusked to write this boring shit. There are lots of crazy people at work, and infact, there's lots I'd like to wirte about work, but eh, i ish feeling lazy...

Today I came home to find Caroline jump at me with a bottle of beer O_o;; And I was nice to see Ellie, Toni and Robyn recently, and kirky kinda recently I guess. (I was hoping to see fern too, but noooo, she didn't come >.>) ^-^ I miss everyone...and yeah, party this sat, and next sat, woo! But I feel too tired to do anything at the moment x.x Let alone party...someone's gonna havta drag me home ^^

Pfffffffffft, I'm gonna go...sleep now ._. or something...XD

OHYEAHTANKFOMABDAYFTEW!!! XDDDDDDDDD

Anyway yeah...a quiz, shutupi'mnotracist...izzz itiiittttt?! DX You guys do it too! Or I will come to your house...and I will cut you!

( OMG Shoes...Heehee, moo.... )

I know, I haven't updated in yonks, which is kind of annoying cause I can't remember half of the stuff that's happened. So-o yeah, a few parties here and there, annoying customers ect, the usual, so I'll just rant about the unusual things I can remember xD

This was the worst christmas ever, it sucky suck sucked and ever since I just haven't been getting on with mum, Its not like we argue anymore, but, I just doesn't feel like I know her anymore. Oh well, Mum and Dad rufuse to speak to one another anymore, aand...mm...Christmas sucked, but you don't need to know why xD

Been working on my costimes, they look...urm...average xDD What can I say? I'm not good at making things .___.

Fern...there are rumours flying around about you guys turning the pub into a restaurant, is that true?

I got a new job, as a catering assistant at John Lewis O.o I staart...in a while xDD Steph's been trying to convince me not to go >.> But, BUT MORE MONEY!! xD I think it will be fun but tiring...and I'll be doing rota work, meaning I might have more chances to see everyone ^_^

I got some wierd V-day card and I don't know who its from, but when i find out they shall pay...

Well, while mum's been shoving workworkworkdoin'tgotocollege down my throat, something else might've turned up, kinda...agh! I don't want to give too much away since its still early days, but...there's a tiny weeny chance that I will actually be able to do what a really REALLY MEGAREALLY want to do...but, It erm, like I said...early days. And its a big decision to make, cause...I'd have to move, really really really far away...So I really don't know, and...and i've forgotten the other stuff I wanted to say...

Eh, someotherstuffhappenedyoudon'tneedtoknowabout...

Oh, and I think I'm beggining to crush on someone >////>

>___> OOookay...


Agnis said we made her stand over the sink on one leg with pants on her head. She called us murderers and thought I was putting petrol in her hair >>''' and then she said I spent too much time on the toilet O.o...I'm rather worried...But alas, she truly brightens up my day xD

PIRATES VS NINJAS PAAAAAARRRRRTTTTTTAAAAAAAYYYY HELL YEAH! I must go out, and ninja..in the night << >> but seriously us Ninja's had better beat those damn pirates *waves fist*

Christmas is coming, the cookie's getting fat (just kidding ^-^....well, I hope I'm kidding O.o)

Did I write bout pimps and hoes party? Well, it was good (my outfit friggin rocks! must get a pic on here sometime.) apart from that friggin bastado at the end and whoever set of the fireddfkjlj << can't be bothered to type, mu hands are fuckin killin me and as you all probably already know, I usually wirte in this when I'm in one of those blurk moods, yeah. fufufuuuuuuuuuuu


figggffffffffff7uy

ow. bashing head on key thingy hurts =_=

Stolen from Ellie-chiii~<3

Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! In March I had a shoot-out with rival gang lords on the 5 near LA (-76 points). In June I bought porn for felche (10 points). In January I stole xblank_canvasx's purse (-30 points). Last Tuesday I committed genocide... Sorry about that, ant_forster (-5000 points). In September I broke meteorakuli's X-Box (-12 points). Overall, I've been naughty (-5108 points). For Christmas I deserve a lump of coal! Sincerely, uncanny_cookie

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>__>;;;

Well well well…

So my boss in finally on holiday, and while that means I only work two days this week and only four days next week…it friggin’ sucks. Ya know why? Beeecaaause now I have to take orders from her slave-driver of a mother >.> Ok…maybe she’s not a slave driver…but…ARRRRrrGGG she’s REALLY annoying!! I know she’s a brilliant hairdresser and they all go get there hair done by Victoria Beckhams’s hairdresser and whatnot…But I have been working there for almost a year now, and she makes me feel as thought its only been a day! She just keeps explaining all this stuff to me as if I’m retarded, FYI BIATCH I know what I’m doing!!! But I can’t say that cause it sound rude (and it is) but jeeeeeeez, I do know what I’m doing for god’s sake!! >=( Grrrrr……

We had a new girl come in for the vacancy though, she was nice, especially since she was more around my age…after a while you get sick of being stuck with OAPs and Women who never shut up about there husbands and kiddies =_=;;; I hope she gets the job, even though her name’s also Steph…so that could get confusing…

Oh well…beats being at school (well from what I’ve been hearing, its not too pleasant at the moment xDDD…was school ever pleasant?) Ooooooooooh, that reminds me, there were some fun times at school, and the other day I found something on my comp I just HAVE to share with you guys xDDD If you know bout me n Mrs.Parker, you’ll love it ^_~ And maybe even recognise it….

( ICT FUN )

Yeah, that’s brightened up my mood already xDDD Wednesday was soooo shitte and made me write angsty fanfiction But this week I have the PAARRRTAAAY to look forward to!! =DDD As most of you already know it’s a pimps and hoes party, and thus, I shall be a pimp xD Since most of the girls are going as hoes I thought I’d be different >.> And I should have three luscious hoes on my arm that night, it’ll be great!! And I have a funky hat, what could be better? <3

Cath only just got her costume, I went with her to Oxford St to find one and spent hours on end searching for Ann Summers xD (in the end I waited outside while she probed the hardcore DVDs, licks, lubes and fetish wear XD). But hey, she managed to get one in the end =DD Can’t wait till sat!!

= Which has just reminded me about the ‘dad’s side of the family birthday meal’ in a Chinese restaurant and then, as the tactless people we all are, started shouting ‘CHINK CHINK’ at the toast xDDDDD And I thought they were supposed to be my normal, non-racist side of the family XP.

Speaking of Chinese, I went to China town too and bought POOOOCCCKKKKKKYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!! <3<3<3 Though it didn’t taste as nice as the pocky at expo.

And speaking of expo (xDD I can’t stop myself) I have my Tenten scrolls <333333 (Hopefully my costume will be ready in time should toni have a ninja vs pirates party XD)

( “Pics” )

Mummy ate the baby…

Anywho…So what have I been up to hmm? I’ll start with EXPOOOO!!!! =DDDDD

It was aweshome! Well I thought so anyways, sure I did pretty much the same things I did last time, ‘cept this time I mainly focused on getting pictures of all the narutards XDDDD They make me laugh (and yes I’m fully aware I am also a narutard >.>). There were lots of Sasukes and Gaaras (everyone just loves those emo kids) and a reeaaaallly cool Kyuubi <3<3 But only one Neji!! (and not a very good Neji at that) Nevertheless I still kept staring at him(possibly ogling) and probably made him feel rather uncomfortable ^___________^

AND THERE WAS THE CUTEST LITTLE BABY TENTEN ZOMG I JUST WANTED TO SQUISH HEEEERRR!!!! <3<3<3

I said I wanted to go as Gaara next time…but now I’m feeling more drawn towards Tenten…even though I need to grow my hair out .__. Oh well, I want a bigass scroll! ^^ [/narutorant]

Ahem, I bought 20 boxes of pocky!!! Aaaaand, I kept loosing Antonia, then she made us miss the train…so did lucy actually…nyeh, it was rather humorous =P.

And I’m sorry I didn’t go as Jessie ;_; I had valid reasons!! But…I might go as her one day in may >.>;;;;

Which reminds me bout the little falling out with fernie-chi, like I said I’m sorry…but hey it was still a fun weekend ^-^ AND FREE HUGS!!!! (aka we all went around with free hugs signs, and some were even nice enough to glomp us, aww =DD) And I managed to avoid my stalker yey!!!

Work stuff now…Used to plan what days I worked week by week with ma boss. But then they offered me full time work!! I was SOOOO happy!!! But that was the night I had the falling out with fern >-> But now I’m happy again cause I’ve started full time and yey money!! (but stupid bloody taxes grrr….)

Yesterday I had to deal with screaming kids on sugar highs at 9am then wash my boss’ mum’s hair O.O and she used to be a hairdresser, and she owns the salon!!! I was so nervous!! >.< But she didn’t complain *phew*, just said I had a weird technique O.o;;

Halloween = Be a traitor to the Gemma party traditions and go to a Lordi concert instead xDDDD It was pretty good even though we didn’t mosh. No pervs this time, only lucy’s shitty annoying little brother to have to put up with…luckily I spent most of the concert in front of Kevin (who lucy’s brother was behind) so he couldn’t annoy me ^____^…we spent most of the time making fun of these two weirdos in the crowd…twas fun XP I’m so cruel….

But you know whose worse? Fucking rob who fucking smashed our house up and made mum and Cath cry and was a complete and utter jerk whose so fucking jealous and a thick piece of shit who should fucking get a life a stop screwing up other people’s >_____>

Oh…and I told my Dad bout college…He seemed…urhm, Ok I guess >>’’

Gave robyn some pocky cause she was feeling ill today ;~; awwww….

Who wants to help me buy/steal materials for my costume (I wanna get it out of the way >>) and help me think of a good present for Cath’s b-day?

^_^;;….Anyone??

I thought not…

I know, I know, haven’t updated for a heck of a long time. But the main reason I got this thing was for when I left school, to make it easier to know what you guys are up to, and let you know what I’m up to right? Sooo, I’ll update it…though I can’t promise I’ve remembered everything that’s happened….thus, I’ll be shorter and more to the point and probably leave out more XDDD

-Holiday Tunisia – It was alright, though a little dull…highlight was the banana boat ride, low point was wanting to go home on the first day and getting my toenail ripped off by the slide…

-Holiday Northumbria – Was Better then Tunisia, even though the weather wasn’t always great, there was still more to do >>

Didn’t go to college in the end (after long depressing talk with mum), cause I knew it wasn’t what I wanted to do…I haven’t told dad yet, cause he’ll be really angry and probably blame sissentosh =_= so I’ll just tell him I dropped out after a while or something…nyeh, he can’t make me go >>

Which reminds me, he mentioned that Kathy wants a kid O.o I know dad wont go along with it (and well…he can’t unless he get a reversal, yeah you know what I mean), I know its harsh but I’m kinda relieved, I wouldn’t like another sibling, especially a younger one >_>

GCSE results – 2 As, 2 Bs, 6 Cs, 1 D. Mum was really happy, dad not so…I miss Mrs.Parker, my beloved, I shall send thee many a nazi XDDD

Which Reminds me: Toni rocks and what she says about layers and such makes complete sense – BELIEVE IT!!!

Lotsa concerts:

MCR – It was really good!! I’m getting used to the hair now…Only bad side was poor Emma passing out and throwing up a lot, I got so worried and I barely know the girl! But luckily she got better by the time MCR came on and had a really good night ^^

Seether – FRIGGIN BLOODY AWESOME!!! I got right to the front!! And I held Shaun Morgen’s hand!!! <3<3<3 They were so amazing, they even did a pantera cover during ‘Because of me’ which totally fit and rocked and yeah >_>. Even the support band was good! I got a signed CD and got to meet the lead singer, such a lovely guy ^__^

There were mix-ups with B+O and Disturbed, so unfortunately I didn’t go to either…but to be honest I don’t really mind XDDD

P!ATD – They put on one hell of a show!!! They even had burlesque dancers and everything! XDDD It was soo good, but unfortunately I had my own little troubles in the pit. =_=;;;;, some guy behind me was..ug, just being so perverse. At first all he did was help me up and see better which was lovely. But then he put his hands everywhere (and I mean everywhere!) I kept pushing him away but he wasn’t having any of it, just kept kissing me and saying that he wanted to take me home. Luckily he got the picture after I slapped his hands away enough times….I feel so violated ;_; the bastard…

And lucy caught a drumstick!!! =DDDD

So much to look forward to. There’s the expo (of which I should be dressing up a Jessie for and doing something on stage xDDD, MUST BUY POCKY!! <3). There’s lordi concert XD (which unfortunately is on Halloween, so I can’t go to Gemma’s Halloween bash ;_;)

And then there’s missing work to go to expo, which mummintosh doesn’t know about cause she’s living it up in spain, but apparently she’s coming home early…which sucks cause now my plan is RUINED!!!! T^T

Oh noes!!! (wow, this turned out longer then I had hoped, gomen! ;_;)

HAPPY PIRATE DAY EVERYONE!! LA DA DAAA LADDI DA DA DAAAAA!!!

So....I shall start with Kathy's b-day partay, which was fun cause we all had to dress up like pop-stars and I went as avril lavigne (which was easy enough). Twas a good night and we did an X-factor competition, I sang skater boi (naturally) and cath sang Papa don't preach. The judges were dressed up like simon 'foul' ect and they seemed to like us. WOO!! But some spice girl won -___-;;;

And just when I thought exams were over I had to go and do another maths and english one T___T Life is cruel when you're an emo kid...

Speaking of which I got another piercing yesterday, and I got my hair cut ZOMG its so shooort XP. I wuv...

lotsa shopping....

Can't be bothered to type bout other stuff...

Gah it hurts mummy.